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Swami Sri Balendu –
Healing of the Soul An attempt of explanation
Spiritual healing, gurus, energy flows… terms that
promise a lot, that hide a lot and that are
unfortunately pretty strained. So what is Swami
Sri Balendu doing? Not much. But what he is doing
has a big effect, is simple and beautiful and not
spectacular – and because of that very special.
These are my very personal experiences. I don’t
want to claim that because of the sessions with
Goswami Sri Balendu suddenly things happened which
otherwise would never have happened. No, but I can
say for sure that something inside of me changed
due to his touch. He pulled out the sting which
was sticking in my heart for a long time. The
first time I went to Swami Sri Balendu
spontaneously without knowing what to expect. I
was in an inner state of imbalance. Like many
other people I was suffering from myself, from
lack of love, from doubts about myself. The glass
was half-empty always. The first tender touches of
Swami ji eased the pain and I began to cry, a
little unsure and hidden because I didn’t know if
this is “normal”. For sure –touch, human
closeness, tenderness are always touching the
Soul. So what was it? It was Love. Real Love.
Energy. Power. This power freed my energy channels
from all disturbing blockages, perhaps like if
water can flow freely again through a cleaned
drain. Directly after this first healing session
with Swami Sri Balendu incidents occurred which
changed my life completely. But my attitude was
determined by gratefulness, humility and bliss; it
was almost religious. I myself was pretty
astonished about me! All of a sudden I had the
great urge to pray to my grandmother I never knew
and thanked for the numerous “gifts from heaven”:
The new job, the new city, the new flat.
Everything went like clockwork – within 2 months.
I was not able to believe it! Again: I don’t say
that Swami Sri Balendu miraculously made these
incidents happen. I only say that they happened.
And I was ready for them, strong, full of positive
energy and gratefulness towards life. A life which
is beautiful, surprising and intense. In every
moment. Now the glass is half-full. I went a
second time to a healing session to “recharge my
battery”. It was very different than the first
time, much more familiar. The effect wasn’t so
strong, not so direct. But absolutely I wanted to
meet the person again who took that away from me
what tortured me during my whole life: the feeling
of lacking something. Meet him again who gave that
to me what I try to keep since then: the feeling
of fullness. I can not say if I will fall back
into my blue moods and self-doubts. Of course
since then also things happened which didn’t work
out so good, which were exciting, which caused
stress. What changed is not life itself but my
attitude to my life. I feel inner safety, balance
and power, and I was given what protects me from
my inside since then: Love. For that I thank Swami
Sri Balendu again with all my heart. Beate
Münchenbach Hamburg Germany. |