When we were having breakfast in the morning Melly asked me: "Can you pass me the butter please?" And I said: "Yes, thank you." We were all laughing about that because this happens sometimes with me. It is because I am only learning to say thank you. In India we do not really have this habit with people who are close. I also was not used to it. I like to keep it in my heart, feel it and let people know this through feeling. I also feel like when I say thank you it is like paying the bill. Okay, I said it, it is done. You do not need to feel thankful anymore because you said it already. I know that people out of India mind it if I don't say thanks and also sometimes I was told that it seemed impolite so I learned to say this. However sometimes it happens that I say it in a funny way because I am still not really used to it. It will come. I know, though, that my friends and supporters out there on the planet know and feel how thankful I am and how I love them.

I also had some experience with people who thought I have to be very thankful, who assumed that I owed them big time and that actually, without them nothing would work. It is a false kind of ego that they have. It is not only in my life, I think in every person'¢s life you will find people who think that you could not survive without them, that the world would stop turning if they were not there. But history saw many kings come and go and the world went on turning. The problem is that these people act in a funny way and, when their ego is broken, when something makes them realize that they are not that important they are broken, ashamed and many other unpleasant feelings come up. They harm themselves. So better keep the ego down.