“Doubt thou the stars are fire,
Doubt that the sun doth move,
Doubt truth to be a liar,
But never doubt I love”
(W.Shakespeare, Hamlet)

It has been six months since my darling left me… He had full right to do it. Was he mindful and aware of what he’s doing? This is something which strikes my heart every day.

Some days ago I wrote a letter to Swami Ji:

“It's been 6 months when my boyfriend had been delusioned by a fake hindu Guru. He moved out from my place (we've been together for 5 years!) saying that the guru asked him to do so because I was not an appropriate person to share the life with! The guru has never seen or known me, he simply said I was not right for my boyfriend and he left me. The guru asked my boyfriend to swallow some pills "against anger and pain" and my BF had even not asked for the ingredients list!

Between me and my boyfriend sometimes was not idyllic however we had a good relationship. I know my BF was in love with me but since he left to this Ashram he changed a lot. I miss him very much but he does not even reply to my rare messages and I suppose he was told to break up all the contacts with me...

My question - is it ok to set apart people if you do not know them at all? Is it not a kind of black tantra the guru is using to manipulate people? Or is it ok and it was my destiny to be away from the loved one?”

Swami Ji kindly offered me to write a column on his website to take an action against the malpractices of the mentioned guru. And now I am sitting and looking on a white paper and cannot write a word. This is apparently what is happening to people when they are very touched by a proposition and moved personally and emotionally by a story happened to them…Where to start?

I have been writing to many people asking for information and help. What I have been discovering step by step regarding this guru was shocking to me and shook my faith in gurus at all. I read through the whole blog of ex disciples of the guru. Many people reported on malpractices by him. The blog disappeared after a while and then it appeared again under: http://tellthetruthswamivishwananda.wordpress.com/2011/02/18/hello-world/ Another blog page reported on the guru: http://saicopycats.blogspot.com/2006/01/swami-vishwananda.html (comments) and there are even more…

In the past Swami Vishwananda was an example of the Highest Enlightenment to me. Since I heard stories from my boyfriend and that Vishwananda said to him he should completely change his life and swallow some drugs I started to wonder where it is leading to. I could not contact the inner self of my boyfriend any longer and was almost sure he’s psycho manipulated by the guru.

Dozens of letters and information sent to me directly by ex Bhakti Marga disciples have not helped to show to my boyfriend that Vishwananda is fake and his teachings are shallow and not in line with what Enlightened Masters have communicated to the mankind. I gave up all the fight for him and sometimes even think perhaps it’s better for us two to be apart.

But my heart, my heart has never stopped to beat and to warn me: “This is the Love of your Life. Why are you sitting so still, not doing anything?” Then I landed here to give a testimony of my love which had been so abruptly interrupted by the actions of someone who has no courage to admit he was a disciple of another fake guru – Sai Baba. Some of his tricks would include materializing lingams and golden rings the same way Sai Baba was fooling people with.

I have no right to judge and have tried not to do it so far. Perhaps there is a good purpose in what Vishwananda has been doing.  I am sure the Truth will defend Itself and Love will conquer all. This is the philosophy I believe in.

In the end some words to you, my darling. I do not wish to win you for myself. I wish your life will be a consequence of your and not someone else’s decision. I wish you to be delivered from all the dependence on Vishwananda and to see the Light of Truth. And to love with all your heart that does not need to be changed because it’s good as it is.

Yours,

Little Sun

PS: Swami Ji. Thank you for keeping my faith in good gurus alive. With all my blessings and love I appreciate the good work you are doing for us.